Author Archives: xandraj0hns0

I’m a love bullySo I take my place.I come to the poolAnd squeeze in the space,In between your hands Cuffed on your little waist.  Yes I do love it.Your disgusted face.Not at butt,But all at yourselfYou don’t even see me,Not because I’m blessed,But cause you’re obsessed,With the way you are,Delicious ass breasts,That you don’t see far…Beyond.Continue reading “Love Bully”

An old one from a few years ago that I found and took down when I started loving on Nicole again last year. Also, I don’t actually wanna kill Jamice’s other kid, quite the opposite, she’s very cool and I crave her love too and it scares me so I avoid it. Obviously, I wasContinue reading “Forgive them AL for they know not what they do”

What’s a muse? I never understood its meaning until the day that I met you. Before, everything that moved me was in pains of black and blue. Your brightness, although familiar, feels so special, light, strong and new.  When our waking worlds combined, You meet me deep in dreamland and everything changed, I used toContinue reading “What’s a Muse?”

My dad died on December 17th, one of the reasons why I didn’t get these poems to you in time for xmas. Two days after, I wrote this poem for you. It’s hard to write after being shocked into the pain surrounding death of loved ones. It’s hard to imagine that anyone, let ALone someoneContinue reading “Fire Waters”

No, it’s not difficult to write poems about a poet. Just like how…sometimes a picture shows what words can not, sometimes examples describe what descriptions can not. Here is an example of Lauren’s mastery of feelings and…words. Al’s text message to !@/& “Thank you for giving me a reason to destroy you. Clearly you doContinue reading “Divine Translations”

Some people need sugar to sip in their coffee, 

And some need a blunt to stay in their jobs see…

Lessons can be learned in life, through pain or through love. Did you touch the blue-orange flames, or did you head the hand above?  Prod me on the left, I cry. Prod me on the right, I fight. Learning is a human trait, responding is our chattel state.  With patience, you teach me with love,Continue reading “Lessons Through Love”

“My loveeee thank you for being a shining beacon of love and strength this morning.  You are the sun, and tonight you’ll be the moon and stars. Forever my heart ❤️” Lauren’s message to me this morning She doesn’t speak in sentences, She speaks in poems. Everything about her matches, Because she is the truth.Continue reading “She Wrote It”

I chase my Jameson with green juice,
12 veggies,
I ain’t special, just better than you…

Just so you know, Your friend Bonnie doesn’t have shit on me! Goofy ass Clyde, that slow mother fucker, still jumps out to be, Weak and obnoxious, Stories be toxic, I don’t have time, Dumb boys blow my mind. Their stories are old, Ours are so new, Old can be valid, but wrinkled ideals areContinue reading “Drunk Diddies”