When the crazy comes to town, the voices we must drown. Below are a few…mantras of sorts that I turn up to tune out bull shit.
1) Life’s A Bitch And Then You DIE, that’s why we get high, cause you never know when you’re going to go!
January 11th, 2020
Suffering is an intrinsic characteristic of humanity. Why is it happening to me? Because you’re human, don’t take it personal. Why does it hurt so much? Because you’re human. You feel. You live. You suffer. You die. At least one of those four things scares you. So… get high (or don’t). And then live. It will hurt so much. But the only other thing left is to die. Since that is going to happen anyways, live. Go do something, anything. Make your own story, instead of watching and reading other people’s. Or get high! That is so much fun too, just don’t feel bad about it.
2) You are ALONE. You are not and never will be understood. That is the definition of “special.” When experiencing feeling ALONE you are sharing a popular human sentiment and thus, not (and never) ALONE.
3) Have Fun & Do No Harm.
Asking “what is my purpose?” feels like asking for the time when you need to know the day. It’s off. The answer to the question doesn’t relieve the desire to know because it’s ALways changing. If you choose one thing, and decide that’s your purpose, and stop listening, you’ll get stuck and angry. Change is the only constant. Listen. There are ALways a path to what you want, and you have everything you need (or you’d be dead). Don’t judge you’re desires. Go get them. Have as much fun as possible and don’t hurt anybody on your adventures.
4) Rules are for those who can’t govern themselves.
5) What you did doesn’t matter. How you respond to the consequences determines your character.
No one has a time machine yet. Everyone still makes mistakes. Judging one’s self for them is a natural way that we reinforce the lie that we have limitations. Let it go.
Exhaustion. The tracks that bring the most peace are already inside, they just aren’t in the default loop. Replacing the thoughts of my default setting with the thoughts of someone who enjoys more peace is beyond fatiguing. Those are five thoughts that bring me some peace. When I catch myself obsessively thinking about things that make me feel like shit, I remind myself of the most applicable ones of those five. Again and again and again. Exhaustion.
ALways ONE never ALONE 