She is awake, yes…GET UP, it is time to walk…STOP smiling, get up and walk with me or I will bite you I do not care…I would choke the shit out of you and let myself out if I had thumbs I hate you, I love you.
We walked. The things we saw flew forward. A pretty pretty day. The best kind of board.
In between, tracks loop and take us right back.
ALways listen to music during the morning run, it helps to avoid situations like these. Unfortunately my headphones were broken on this day. I am not made to run away silently. This was his response to me telling him that I hope he talks to his daughter like that. I will not bore you what “that” was, you know. Nasty.
I was crossing the street when I jumped out of the crosswalk to avoid being killed by this uptown resident speeding towards me while looking at his phone. He still clipped me, causing him to look up. He got out of his car, grabbed my by my collar, and pushed me back while talking shit. I started recording him and he ran into his car. I wanted him to come out and do what he had just done to me but on camera. He cussed me out instead. Directly after an old lady came and sat by me. She said, “you know why that happened right?..Racism.”
Then I want to go home. Memories plague peace.
The last heartbreak was so violent it exploded on my face. Morning. Night. Pain ALways hurts more from people you love.
You can not carry out fundamental change without a certain amount of madness. – Thomas Sankara, Burkina Faso
So we fish, smell the flowers, manifest with all our powers. Cause it never, goes, away. It’s all good, if we, can play. Would you like, to chill, today?
Highs and lows are intense this June. Submitting to serenity to experience happiness.